Kiluleek ~ Hang Khan Lian
1989 khit aa kipan Sen (China) kumpi in, kumpi ki ukzia alaih luatloh uhhang, sumzon, sumzuakna nasia tak in ong hong uh aa, leitungbup phial in Sengam ah a sum apaaite uh ong zat uh ciang, thakhat in khantohna ong manlang mahmah hi. Kum khat sung in khantohna 17% bang ong hihciang khuapi leh khuata nuntakna ong kikhaivat lua ahihman in, khuaneu aa tengin khuapi zuan in sum ongzong uh aa, atawpna teh kumpi nangawn in keem(control) zolo zah ongsuakhi. Adiakdiak in khuata pan aa ongpai pilna siamna neilo uh ahihman in, olno tak aa sum ngahna, nuntak zonna, pumpi kizuak na te khaamzawh lohding zah in in ong khangto hi. Tuapen mipilte’n sumzon sumzuakna ah tuita khanlua ahihhang hi ci uh aa khanglui te’n “kiluleek”, apum in zolo acihte ahihi.
Migam leh midang tawh ihgen ciang tel hak ahihman in ei leh ei mah kibulh hilehang, Abeisa kum2009 in Father Go Lian in Zonet ah Zogam Lungdambawl (Christmas) vai ong taangko na ah, “Tonzang ah Lungdambawlni in Beer leiding omnawnlo zahin kikhawng” cihkhat ong hel aa athu kakan ciang Meiteite paulam in Tonzang leh Cikha gamsung teng ah Beng(opium) kinaak cin mahmah ahihman in, sum kilomngah mahmah aa sum tam mahmah hihtuakhi. Sumbuuk khempeuh ah Beer leiding omnawnlo zah aa kiluleek aa gamta cihna ahihi.
Zogam ah suangbawlte ci aa aminthan mahmah lai, 1980 kiim pawlin Mandalay aa Sen ansai lianmahmah munnih munthum ah Zomi suangbawlte’n nitaak sim in pawi khaam uh aa, ansai aa casette kihong nangawn Zola bek hongsak zah in uangtat uhhi. Nitaak khat atut uhteh, tua hunlai Ks. tulsawm aa sim bei uh aa, neek leh neekloh, dawn leh dawnloh nangawn theinawnlo zah in gamta uhhi. Khangkhat sung ading nuam mahmah pakding hiphial taleh, tuahun lai in college sangnaupang khat in kum khat tul 5-10 kicing mahmah ahihman in Zomi khat gamtat nading apaammaih mahmah, luleek liang aa uangtatna ahihi.
1995 kiim “mehza” icihte ihtheih khak leuleu ciang, India pan aa tawm nokhat tawh ilei pen azah tampi akikhot ban ah, alei nuam te’n sumbul sik, azah tampi pia aa lei lai ahihman in, India leh Kawlgam vial khat vialnih bek tawh summuhna mutpuak mut mahmah bangin ong khanteh, ihzatna mahmah ahzong kidawm zolo, uangtat in ei tawh kituak khengval in gamta pah hihang. Bangci gamtat cihpen tutak gen kullo, theikim mahmah ding in kong umhi. Genkik ngam lohzah ahihi. Khangluite’n kiluuleek naci uhhi.
Sumzon sumzuakna bek hilo in Zomite ih luleekna om kawikawihi. Mipil, makai cihding khat nei sun lehang, Zomi bup ong hawmthawh, ong taai, ong pholaak, ong ko, maikaite mawhsak, Sia teng mawhsak, namsia ongsa, uih ongsa, zumhuai ongsa, kithutuak kei uhteh, nangaihsutna uh toi lua, kiphum khat kei uhteh cih hipah lawmlawm in kahnuih pelhpalh in ong koihhi. hi. Tua ahihleh amah bangciang ahitam ci-in apianna aNu, aPa, azi ataa, akhua atui va en ding hile hang akoko, atottot, amawhsak, namsia, uih asak liangte mah nahilel lai veve aa akibang ihhi. Amah zong a kiluleekpi nahihi.
Mandalay aa ka college kahcil, sangkhaak innlam kaciahteh, sang tawh tehna in ih inn, ihlo na nin lua mahmah ahihman in keizong inn katunni azingteh, inn hahsiang ka kipan pahhi. Ka Pa’ u, Pa Khup kacih ong zingvaak aa, inn ka hah lam ong muhteh, “Na college kah hoh kiman theihtuak mawh kei ee, ong siangtho nuam pahteh” ong ci aa, tha kangah peuhmahhi. “Pilna sang sin, khuamu zawdeuh cihteh akilam dan zekloh in” kakici sim dephi.
Inntung innnuai kahah siang khitteh, anbuuk hahding kipan ding kacihleh, ih anbuukte pen avok, a-ak, a ui, azawhngeu aa kipan zin leh leng tawh ihkhawlna, mei gei teng aa ihkiphut ngeingaina himawk ahihman in nin lua kisa, kheng liang aa hah mawkmawk tawh apiangzo ding hivetlo ahihman in, tui tawh sawp siang vetding ci-in ka kipat leh, ka Pa’n, “Lian, ih anbuuk sual takngeek bek dawhzo ihihman in, tui tawh nasawp leh ong muat dinghi” ong cihsan ziau aa, kei sang ka Pa’n khua na mulo zaw het kei mawk ei ci-in kadap khawl hi. Ki luleek aa anbuuk sualteng amuatsak dektak kahihi. Ihihnaciang (takngeek bek sual aa dawhzo cihciang) khat na om gige in tua theilo aa mawk gamtat dektak kahihi.
Zomite leitung ah minam khat aa ong piangsak Pasian ahihlam sangthei mahmah, tel mahmah khin napi hangin, minam khat aa ong piansak aa ong piakkhop ngeina, zia, kitten-kipi na, kizop, kimatna, kampau, beh leh phung, khua leh tui cihte, muhna neu, thupi khuallohna, lungsim taangtoina hi cihlam aa ala omkha hihang.
Zomi kahi lah ci vanglak, Zomite hihnateng, minam dangte tawh kibatloh nading, minam khat hih nading aa ongpiak, enthei kei in, sang thei kei lehang, minam tuam khat aa ongpiansak thaman koi ah omnawn dinghiam? Kawl te aa, vai te aa, mang te aa tawh akibat masiah aci ihihiam? Beh leh phung, sung leh pu tawh ih om tengmah, pu leh tu aa ihkilawh tengmah Zomite ngeina hi in, tuate sang zo kei in deih kei lehang Zomi kahi ikicih kaka hang akhiatna bang himawk dinghiam? Piansakna simmawh liang aa kiluleek ihihkhaak ding ihngaihsun kha ngeihiam? IhNu lamte “Pu, Pi, Nupi, Nuno” cihang aa ihPa lamte Pa, Ni, Gang icihna te in “uncle, oo li, adaw, aunt” ci aa buplawh minamte tawh minam ihkibatlohna, minam tuam khat ihihna alak himawklo ahihiam? Tuate angsung vai, kituam itna lam in laktheih mah ahihiam?Khuamu, khangto ihkisak hang ih khuamuh, ihkhantoh na kiluleek kha ngel ding hihang.
Zogam ah tuuk anlaak khit aa zawl len pen, zawllen na mun ah nuam mahmah napi, inn ihtun teh anuam hetlo khat ahihi. Nitaak zawl lenna ah zawllenna te vaimim tol kul, be gap kheh kul aa, nasep ahihhang ih lawmnu tetawh zan thapai tukhawm, khawlkhawm thei ihihman in nuamlel hi. Inn ihtun, khua ong vaakteh, khanlawh phet aa ihzaak masak pen in, “Ei inn aa sepding hizahta om aa, mi inn aa vasem” ci aa ihNute hanna ahihi. Ngaihsun kikkik lehang ahihna ciang om mahmahhi. Zomite tutak ih dinmun hihciang hiphot hihang. Inn sung nasep zong azo nai lopi dinmun ihihi.
Ih innkuansung nangawn aa sum leh paai neihsa, zinghuan nitaak huan akham lo, akicing nailo pi, leitungbup tawh thugen nuammawk in, imuh sunsun, ihveng, ihpaam kholh nuam mawk lehang, ankhamlo ihtate’n, “ih Pa’n bangngaihsun ahitam”ong ciding in ka umhi.
Ihkiim ihpaam ah huhding etding akisam, adaipaam, ihsanggam, ihtu, ihta, ihbeh ihphung khat en masa lo in, leitung bup pum khual sawm mawk lehang akilawm zaw mah ahidiam? Va tuaci gamtat lehang ahizaw ding mahhi ong kicidi’am? Atu, ata ahuh masa pa leh, kei ong huh ong en masa zawlo aa aci ngam midang pa kua angsung thei ahizaw di’am? Ih ngaihsutna kiluleek dekdek kasahi. Zawitawnlohi.
Khatvei kata te’n, “Pa, kalawm kanaseppihte uh leave (khuan) lapeuh le-uh leitung mun tuamtuam ah zin kawikawi uh hive’n” ong ci-uh aa, “Amau azin uhleh a et, akepding uh omlohi, ei pen tuabangin vazin lehang ihsanggam ih u, ihnau, tagah lubawk, agenthei tam mahmah lai ahihman in, mite’n ong nuihsan dinghi” kacihi. Eiguak bek ki en hilehang hizo phialding ahihhang, ong kigal nuihsat ding ngaihsun kha lehang hizolo, kiphal zolo hihang. (Neihloh selna aa kei leh kei ong kiphatpak ihci phial zongin)
Azenzen in kata te kiang ah. “Ei bel zin nai kei ni-in ei mah bang aa azin zolo ihvengte ei sum tawh zin masa sak photni” kacihding Zomi bup in nong lam-en uhhiam? Tua ci tat leng ahiding mahhi nong ciding uhhiam? Azenzen in vengte zin masa saklo in ko innkuan azin hile-ung angsung bek thei nong ci uhtam? Thuhoih thu namtui itheih samhang, Zomite ei leh ei nangawn, ankham nailo, ading tang zo nailo, din tang zia nangawn athei nailo te ihihlam kitheilo mawk ihihman in, kilam-en lua kha hihang. Ih ngaihsutna kiluleek in, ihkampau kiluleek hi. Ih pilna in ihlu giksak luakha hidinghi.
Singapore katun ciang aa kaphawk khaak khat in dong tuak ciatciat lak ah, Zomi sung aa ong kihello tata kilang phadiak kasahi. Ih nopni, ihlungdamni, ihkipi, ioh kiten ni aa mi phawk lopi, ihdahni teh ong kiphawkloh ihkhasiat khakleh akhasiat huai takpi mah ihihi. Ei tuahni in ihki khasiat sak, ihki daipaamsak mahbangin midahni in ihpha ngei hiam? Zomite kizop kikawm, kiphaak zia in ihgamta hiam? Gamdang atung Zomite sung ah Zomi athusimlo atangtat, alul in aleek, dongtuah ciang aa Zomi tam mahmah ta hihang. I minam tung ihkhasiat aa hawmthawh in ihminamte paina ihzuih kei khak leh ih minam apai ngei in napai ding aa ei ihihleh lamkal ah ong kinusia kha lel dinghi. Manthan kipatna ong hidinghi. Ih vawhbang ih at kikciang tawm ih at leh khasiat sawm hetkeini. Ong zumhuai kha dinghi.
Ih mipilte in Zomite pen lawi khekhap sung aa a awngawng ukeng tawh ongteh uhhi. Zomite tutak ihdinmun, ih tuna liantawh etkik huai kasa hi. Lawi khekhap sung aa a awngawng uiphuk kiang ah, “Ukeng aw, na khuamuhna toi lua in, tuaciang bek ah awngawng nawn ke’nla, nakhua muhna aliat mahmah nading” ci-in lakhia in tuipi sung ah ihkhiat hang, tuipi zaam zawh nazahding khe thahat neilo ahihman in akhe akhamteh alu in leek in tumsuk lel in ka umhi. Ukeng ading tuipi khual huai nailo hi.
Khangcing Zomi khat in, Zomi bup ihlungkim bang aa ihkhantoh sak nading abaih mahmah lampi khat om aa tua in, “Ei innkuan sung ciat hangto sak, khua musak peuh lehang” hilel hi. Kua mah phunsan, hawm thawh, ko, selpho akul hipeuhmah lohi. Ei taw kheng mulo, mi tawkheng abanko ihihleh lah ih kibatpih khat a om hipahhi. Ei biang an -awm aa an khol kuamah pia hetlo napi hang in, mi biang bawm aa ankhol, midangte nahop loh uh ci aa ahanghang zawng kuhpi tawh kibat khakding lauhuaihi. Ki luleek dekdek hihang.
Tulaitak gamdang tung Zomi sung ah kipawlna tuamtuam kiphuan ngeingai aa, tualak ah ih kithutuah mahmah na in makaite gensia, hawmthawhna ahihi. Kei muhna ahzong tutak makaite hawm thawh huai kasa takpi hi. Angvanna, angsung theihna, mindeihna, kineihna vive ahihi. Salu hawm suangnuam vive tamzawhi. Sepzawh zong aneilo vive ahi uhhi. Zomite sung ah makai aa kipia sunsun in banghangin hibang lungsim pua hiding ahihiam, banghang aa kimawhsak hiding hiam? ci aa kazawt kawikawi teh, Tua bang lungsim apualo, lungsim picing, muhna zai te minam makai ding ong kipia khialo, ong ding khialo ahihman ahihi. Pawlkhatte leuleu, amau mahmah akipia ngei ahih tei hang, tu aa te mah bang ahihman in, kua ma muan nawnlohte ahihna kamuhi.
Tua ahihleh ute,naute, alungsim picing, ngaihsutna tangzaite ih kipiakkhiat ding ih minam in ong ngaklah leh kilawm kasa hi. Ong kipia khia dih un. Nupisiaa bangin, hanghang, phunphun nawnlo in ei kipan dihni. Hang Khan Lian (July 2010)
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